ouch.

did my d&t thingum in the morning. haha it looked quite ridiculous and yepp. and i have no idea about how to attach the bigheaded person to the main thing. haha will post pictures of it when i get down to taking them.

went to shop with my mum after lunch.

well actually before that we went to the nation lucky draw thing and after we heard that we werent shortlisted we kinda slipped out of the room cos we werent that into lucky draws and stuff like that.

then we headed to IMM to shop for my court shoes and other stuff. and shopping for court shoes is not enjoyable experience cos with my ginormous feet i couldnt find my size until this shop. yepp.

then we walked around and came home.

and when i got home i was walking all around the house wearing the shoes and i was trying to get used to wearing it so i dont make a fool of myself like trip over and fall smack on my face or something. yepp. and at first i tried walking without socks then it hurt like siao after i walked from the living room to the kitchen. then my mum lent me her sock then my feet hurt a lot less than without them. hah. so i walked around the house with them then after that i cant walk anymore cos my feet started to hurt. sigh, then i continued a bit then i took them off then theres this blister thingy on my right heel. ouch.

court shoes are not good for the development of your poor feet.

im gonna bring loads of plasters when i need to wear them in school. i dont like court shoes. urgh.

and my d&t thing looks ugly.

bleh.

byeee.

finally.

sigh, havent been blogging for the past few days cos i was doing wgp and math pt and whatnots that surprisingly take a whole lot of time when you really get down to it, so i gues its kind of bad to leave things to the last minute like i do.

its kinda of scary to have mr lau as your chem teacher cos he look [and probably is] a lot fiercer and sterner than mr de souza, who is like really nerdy and doesnt give a damn about whatever we do in bio, and we can run all around the class and play and throw things at each other and he wont care [or that he doesnt even notice ]. so right, i was so scared when he started to check the chem journal entries cos yours truly have completely forgotten about it. hows that. so right i was trying to occupy my seat during chem so he wouldnt even think of coming here. ha. [btw, mr lau FINALLY wore pink today ]

aiyah i cant remember exactly what happen during class the past few days, but i remember lao shi during chinese then she said sometimes shes confused about what sex she is, like sometimes she thinks shes a guy and then she is tempted to go into the guy’s toilet and etc. haha i wonder if she actually means it.

during history today mdm rozanah told us and showed us the binding of feet thing and its really cruel like last time lao shi showed us the shoe and them the feet are like bent into the shape of the shoe and the feet are all contorted and eeyer. and she showed us a castrated eunuch [haha dont worry we are not sick we only saw a flash of it] and then she was saying something about the “art of cutting” so that the man’s other processes will not be affected.

 so right, the main thing that i have been doing is going for prac. not that we do anything much during prac cos we mainly practise the harry potter and the other syf pieces = we dont have to play or anything. and plus i found out how a condusive environment prac is cos when i did my algebra homework during prac, i surprisingly only got 3 wrong. ha.

looking forward to the youth day holiday cos i have more time to do my homework.

going to pon french on wednesday to go and support swimming. does anyone know how to get from the toa payoh swimming complex to the mrt? anyway i feel kind of bad not going for french cos the new teacher is really nice and i have learnt like almost as much i have learnt from mr benoit [not that i hate him or anything, no offence! ] ha anyway i shall be guai and do my homework and ask someone to pass it up for me. anyway wednesday’s lesson is half the time anyway. heng.

today’s prac was okay and we practised colours of the wind like… 4 times? and the rest of the time we were slacking away or listening to the seniors play or playing on the macs in the shaw lab [formerly the shared classroom] so our space is cut into half and we were just a leeeetle bit squeezed. right. later walked to the bus stop with wenqi and rachel and somehow wenqi persuaded me to go by the orchard way to trade with me a song. ha. anyway maybe me and wenqi isnt a good combination cos we both have bad luck when we go together.

on the bus right, first i was wenqi who [almost] fell down because she bus started with a ginormous [spelling?] jerk. anyway she was saved by the pole in the middle of this spinning thing in the middle of the long bus. yepp.

then her wallet fell when she almost fell and this auntie behind asked her to pick it up and she got nagged on by the auntie and the auntie said something about must look after your own belongings.

yeah then jiacong was on the same bus with us then she stepped on wenqi when she was getting off at fareast. then wenqi gave this pathetic shriek. then jiacong apologised furiously. then i think she got nagged by the auntie again. haha.

right then she passed her bad luck to me then when i was taking out my wallet from my pocket and then because my wallet didnt have a zip thingo to keep my coins then like a lot of coins fell out when i took my wallet out. then i had to pick them up and then the bus was nearing my stop already. aiyah i think i lost like 50cents.

then i dunno i think the bad luck stayed with me then when i was boarding the bus at yishun then again the coins fell out. like yeah.

so im sorry if i passed the bad luck to you okay!

concert is in 1 week and our pieces arent even up to standard. plus i need court shoes. and i dont want a full dress rehearsal on friday. and i want to go for the CIP thing on 7 july, but yeah.

and somehow the bad luck is always with me, like last time i almost signed up for this support school activity and then i forgot there was syf on that day. bleh. and then now i signed up then i forgot theres concert on that day. so i had to cancel my name. sian.

i need house points and support school activities. who knows of IHGs or SUPPORT SCHOOL ACTIVITIES please tell me!

anyway going to sleep. ha.

try to blog more so i wont forget what happened. which is like very likely. whoops. and those who havent sent their S-L stuff to Jia Yi please do it by youth day. i hope everyone of you  have done it. aiyah. we are like always rushing last minute stuff.

ta.

reply to rachel’s comment

hello rachel!. haha i am reading your blog toooo okay. anyway. im greater.  and it nice of you to comment cos no one comments here. ha.

da 1st day of school.

yepp. todays the 1st day of school. and that means our hols are over. not that i totally dislike school, but i just dont like the time in between the start of school and the end of school… and recess and lunch. yepp.

so today we had our 1st lesson of chem. and our teacher is mr lau. the ahem gay-ish guy as heard from others. he seemed pretty nice to me, but we’ll see. chem sounds fun, sigh, but im not looking forwards to physics next year.

uhhh and its all the usual stuff. and wgp is npt due today. aiyah make me chiong for the past few days. tsk.

why does the timetable keep changing?

uhh come support the guitar concert that is JOINTLY ORGANISED by RAFFLES RINGERS. it seems like we are all pissed about the fact that we seem not as important as guitar in the concert, but, afterall its JOINTLY ORGANISED by us = we are just a part of the concert that is mainly guitar. well, it is a fact that ringers cant like play for as long as guitar can and etc etc. heh but we are all pissed, we all dont really like it.

but still come down and support okay! cos afterall guitar is playing and they are great too. but we are also better. whoohoo.

practised the dance for teachers day going back to rgp. and we looked hilarious. except for sam that is. shes like PRO. and i couldnt catch most of the steps. whew. and i didnt know i was getting into this kind of thing okay. ahh im scared.

okay not like scared scared. but like i dont think i can do it.

heh.

sleep early!

have a nice week

i hope

bye

slogging.

tasting the bitter consequences of my slacking for the past 3 weeks of my holidays, i have to chiong all my homework in this week. plus the pracs.

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yepp. uhhh. actually its better if you get tickets now cos if the class list go around you may not get tickets if theres an overwhelming response [how likely is that?] so yeah. you can tell me by tuesday if you want. [like who actually reads this blog]

shit i need court shoes. didnt know we have to get them ourselves. ha. hope we dont have to wear them during concert.

wow the c3 handle is actually cracked. i thought its only me cos theres a line and my glove kept being kiapped in the line then theres a hole there now.

watched nancy drew yesterday. not a particularly good movie cos they tell the story to you directly using nancy’s dialogue. show and don’t tell. lame.

aiyah my wgp is like dying and i feel really scared when other ppl kept discussing about it then i think a lot of the stuff i have they dont and vice versa. is it just me? actually if my wgp is crap then not only my gpa will drop then i most probably will get a scolding from ms ong. which is bad. really bad.

never like literature of english. as a matter of fact i dont really have a favourite subject in school. or more accurately the subjects i like, i suck at them. so there.

did the d&t thing today in school. went there super early then sat with xynyee. then grace t and lanqiao came. then they discussed about chem, like how they have to memorise the table of elements etc etc. and i sat at one side feeling rather amused by them trying to “show off” what they knew and trying to remember the sequence and stuff. yeah i kind of feel that i should be more hardworking and stuff, but what to worry since we will come to memorise them eventually anyway. i hope. and i hope my relatively genius class does not memorise the table and leave me feeling to paiseh. sigh.

to tell the truth i have had no pleasure in doing with great pleasure. ironic to give a pt such a name since most people will not have pleasure in doing such a task and we are forcibly being ordered to do it. aiyah, more of the teacher’s pleasure than ours lor.

math pt also bad larh. to those to dont listen in rs and dont furiously scribble notes which comprise of tons of paper, high five and good luck in doing it cos basically i dont understand the stuff like sd and variance and stuff. and to those who dont listen much in math class and stone cos mrs sia is too boring/repetitive high five again. [no offence] and more luck in pt. and please keep this pt for the generations to come so that they can too suffer in the hands of the pt. or better have a worse pt so that they have a better learning chance. [what crap]

basically. homework is not something fun that helps you pass your time + learn something new + revise your old knowledge to know new stuff [aka wen gu zhi xin]. nonono thats a wrong perception. homework is to kill your pathetic brain cells and as neuro cells dont reproduce and the only way to regenerate is by sleeping, homework deprives you of your sleep, and based on the fact that less sleep=stupider, thus homework=kill brain cells=stupider, homework=less sleep=stupider, and thus homework turns you into an idiot and moron. and thus, less homework=more brain cells= cleverer, not the previously perceived more homework=cleverer.

enough crapping. back to homework

urgh.

blah

realise i’ve been posting a lot lesser since the hols start. ha the hols really are quite boring in a sense.

aiyah only one pathetic week left before the start of term 3. and i need to rush out like loads of homework. like my math pt. and wgp. and history worksheet thingy. and study for geog test. and do chinese filing. and start on the d&t thingo. aiyah. shouldnt have slacked like 3 weeks of my hols. jiayou

feel really bad for not going to the class thing. cos the thing wasnt really confirmed and stuff. plus i really want to go for lunch with jessica. anyway. we really need to bond as a class cos apparently theres only half a year left before our class goes separate ways. and i know i will really miss some stuff. and we have only gotten to know each other well.

well time does fly. orientation seemed like only yesterday. and like i really miss the time when we really work together as a class to try to do lots of stuff during orientation. like singing songs and doing cheers. oh welll.

treat class bonding seriously next time i suppose. even though only 4 ppl turned up for the class thing. like how pathertic is our class. and i really feel really bad for not going. ahhh

and why am i here wasting my time blogging since i have tons of stuff to do?

aiyah, better get back to work liao. ta.

see you when i see you

actually, when blogging kind of is like an everyday task to you, sometimes you feel that its kind of like uneasy when you dont blog or something. That was how i felt when i was too busy or smething. but haha thats not normal for me… i dont know.

yesterday

went to causeway point to watch a movie and go the library to borrow books for wgp. bleh. okay, the library part is boring. but the movie part was nicenicenice. uhhh. went to watch ocean’s thirteen and yepp it nice. and its super cool cos you see all these super “clever” men trying to pull something impossible off and in the end they really do. ha and one lesson you learn form this is that nothing like that can be possible without MONEY. and its like they spend lots of money wothout even thinking. WOW.

and its especially cool cos they really outsmart every bad guy when the bad guy was trying to outsmart them, especially when the guy was thinking he stole the diamonds then they exploded this dynamite thing and the helicopter lifted the whole case with the diamonds in them. wow. and the guy’s dad is a cop and the cop is like helping them. heee. the chinese guy is really funny. cos like when he says like this reuben guy who got betrayed by the antagonist then he wakes up after reading porn letters from this black guy. and the chinese guy says something like “lao wang ba”. hahaha. and when the matt damon [spelling?] guy trys to seduce this woman and he puts on the whatever thing on his neck and the woman smells it and she gets completely attracted by him. hahaha. and his fake nose gets torn off. whooops.

whenever their stuff seems to be not included in their plans, then in the end also in their plans one. haha seems like they foresee whatever thats coming. O.o

and another lesson learnt is that you shouldnt order fish noodle with yee mian or something cos it taste like instant noodles and instant noodles arent nice. felt like puking after eating it. bleh. bleh. bleh.

today

prac day again. at first it was nice cos its just colours of the wind and haha i only had like less than 20 notes. >< hahahahahaha. muahahaha. and plus we slacked off like 45 minutes of self-prac cos the door wasnt open. anyway.

and somebody wanted to play catching on the field….. and we did that during break. O.O hoooo

i dont like pdq cos it make me think its another nice song where i dont have to play much so i was thinking hahahahamuahahaha. but when it gets to the back parts its really like a killer. x.x i mean ahhhhh. and ms goh keeps repeating like bar 104. i dont like it. [bar 104-105 is like 8 quavers of c3. lucky not continuous. but stilllll] and you have to mallet like siao. well. at least the front part is nice.

went for lunch at wisma with deb! and wenqi!. apparently its like a sec 1 lunch but eventually only 3 of us went. o.O. and wenqi got the idea of ordering cut fruits. uhhh. and we did that. ha. wonder if any rgs girl ordered cut fruit in food republic. lame.

ahhh my pt and wgp and whatever crappish homework. go away. i dont like you.

dont want to go for class outing.

stuff.

had prac todae. well i dont know what ms goh/whoever arranged this was thinking, but apparently prac stretched across our lunch time. awww.

not that we dont have lunch late enough during school. but they should at least let us resume our “normal” lunchtime time during the preeeeeciousss 1 month. yeah. anyway.

being back to school feels weird in a way. yeah, after so long. but somehow it doesnt feel foreign… haha like a sense of belonging. sorry, the annotation stuff is getting into my head. whooopsie.

prac was okay larh. yeah. and i still need to train my muscles moremoremore. so my arms and hands wont ache when i ring the c3 bell. even though its not the heaviest bell. but still its close. close enough.

and when ms goh asks us to repeat bars that have a lot of my note, i dont like it. i mean its not my fault right? oh wellll whatever.

wenqi was groaning about how she will be stuck in base forever. ha dont kill me if you see this though i bet youwont. like stop being oversensitive okay! ms goh wont like specially pick on you or whatever like keeps you in base forever to hone your skills. urgh. like if shes going to keep you in base forever, then what about me? yeahyeahyeah so stop moaning about it okay! aiyah okay you are fantastic and i bet you can do all the parts that ms goh isnt pleased about perfectly ok! dont freak out. welll practice makes perfect, you’ve got to try everything okay, even though you always played treble bells before.

went for lunch with wenqi and zenia and came home.

yayy i finished reading the book rice without rain by ho minfong. and its nicenicenice. ok… i havent been reading a lot of books but its really nice. maybe i’ll use it for wgp.

wonder why its called with GREAT PLEASURE. and they had to emphasize on the pleasure by using great, yeahyeahyeah like it was a whole lot of pleasure doing it. sorry if theres any english or lit fanatic but yeah. the truth is that i dont like it. by it i mean stuff like wgp and annotating and writing and compre and well ananlysing stuff. i dont mean just pure reading cos i actully like reading. [WOW] at least reading nice books. but the thing is to me reading is just purely for like pleasure and if you do spend a lot of time on it and like have to analyse every part of it then i will not think its a great book anymore. like i havent touched books like charlotte’s web and a wrinkle intime and friedrich after we spent a whole lot of time on them. and i bet i wont touch that a sense of belonging anymore for just pleasure reading.

so there. i seem like a shallow person. like what if you uncover some big secret or underlying meaning. uhhh. like i care. i dont give a damn.

none.nothing.nada.

hello.

okay i seriously dont know what to type here

blahblahblah

erm, i think i am wasting time… maybe i should be doing something really constructive, like spending loads and heaps of time in homework and pt and stuff. ha. but im not that kind of person right? welll… yeah i admit that i am not hardworking. whatever. spent like 2 whole weeks of the hols slacking away, and like i really need to finish homework cos like the next two weeks are going to be [relatively] busy. compared to my precious 2 weeks. ahhh. wellll. at least i annotated like 10 odd pages of flowers for algernon. anyway. the whole story is 23 [?] pages. i think. ahhh.

and my lit pt is seriously bad. bad lousy. bet that ms ong will like scold me for that piece of work. and how many percent is that thing? bet its like super high like 20%. lets all pray to mighty god of english and literature or something. lame.

jiayou!

buh-bye

boo.

haha havent posted for a loong time [in my standards anyway] cos basically i havent found anything interesting to blog about. so then, im here cos im bored.

yeahyeahyeah i seem to get bored often dont i.

anyway, today i went to sentosa! and vivocity! with my mum! yayyy. haha anyway we only stayed in sentosa for like 1 hour ++ cos we were rushing to get to watch the movie in vivo and get our lunch and still make it in time for my appointment to cut my hair. so anyway right, we took this tram thingy from vivo to sentosa and its really cool but the thing is that the distance between stops are really really short. ha.

on our way there right, we saw this family of this sister and brother and father and they were very excited about the tram ride and the father was taking loads of photos of the two kids like asking them to do lots of poses and stuff. oh well.

ha so after our short stay at sentosa, we went back to vivo and we ate lunch and we went to watch shrek 3. yayy it was nice! ha cos at first we thought our seats were like super lan and so we just anyhow sat at the last row and then this family came in and we were sitting in their seats, so we got up lor. so paiseh. ha then we found our seats then i realised that our seats are also quite nice one. aiyah.

shrek 3 is nice! and it really cute and funny. yep. and the puss in boots sang the song ms ong played us… cats in the cradle i think. ha. and the baby ogres and baby of donkey + dragon are really cute. ahhhhh. anyway its really funny and well, theres always the moral of the story at the end… haha

and i cut my hair! yepp. but its still like pretty long, but like shorter and like “thinner” than my old bunch of hair. ha and the hairdresser said i had a lot of hair like i didnt cut for 2-3 years and i was like 0.o cos apparently i’ve cut my hair last year like in october or something at their salon. ha. and she said something about my hair being slightly wavy/curly so i looks puffy? uhhh.

so anyway, i really need to finish all the pts and homework + my d&t thingo. ha.

aarrrrggghhhhh

why do some people not understand what i want?

i really cant stand him sometimes. like what the hell

even though you have known me for such a heck of a time, do you really understand me?

i mean you dont know what about you i cant stand, yet you do express that side of you to me. always.

WHY IS THAT SO?

why do you pretend to know everything in the whole wide world WHEN YOU DONT?

why do you always ask stupid questions WHEN YOU DO KNOW VERY WELL THAT THEY CANT BE ANSWERED?

why do you always talk bad of me right under my nose since you know that I DO NOT LIKE IT?

why cant you do all these stuff behind my back so that at least i wont be hurt?

do you know that how many times you hurt me and right after my wounds heal you stab me again?

WHY DO YOU DO THIS

okay

im being emo.

emo.

emo yifeng

whatever.

heeeeeeeeeeee.

played on the guitar at home today. ha seriously i suck. well. at least im not in guitar.

do i have a flair in designing? haaaaaa. well i did churn out 4 designs for the concert booklet thing in like 1/2 hour or so. most probably less.

but they are like so unprofessional-ly. anyway. do i care?

yes. ha this little voice bugging me is saying yes.

well… maybe a teeny-weeny bit.

wait. im deceiving myself.

yeah. but that leaves me in heaven. or at least in the world in between. yepp.

ahh i feel like being emoemoemo.

and emo rearranged is moe. random

i try and try to hold back my tears. but why do i always feel this stream of tears rolling down my cheeks? why? i am emo today. today was a wonderful day at first you know?

ta